Allison Jones

I cried the whole week of Sam's funeral. Graham says that won't bring him back. He says I have to start letting go. He's right. Hedy's parents said that for years they tried to explain to her that her sister's death wasn't her fault but she never forgave herself for surviving. So, every day, I try to forgive Hedy for Sam. Then I try to do what she couldn't - Forgive myself. I know what can happen to someone who doesn't.

No one who knows me will believe that I wrote that. I was never that scared. Well… Not like that.

You've been a good roommate. But it's just this is the man I's going to marry. I want us to start our lives together.

It's just - Living alone, you know? And the thought of buying those books like Cooking For One and... It's just too depressing.

Maybe it's all a sign I should go home.

God - I didn't know you were home. I was, um...

I was, um... God, I'm sorry. You haven't even been here two weeks, and I'm already in your room.

I was just about to go through your drawers.

But... But you shouldn't run. It'll only make it worse. I know you weren't yourself when you did this, Hedy.