So, for 500 bucks, you can do pretty much whatever you want. You can fuck my ass.
You can cum on my face. Whatever you want to do. Just keep it out of my hair.
I just washed it.
Are you saying that your drinking is a way to kill yourself?
How do you feel?
That’s nice talk, Ben – keep drinking. Between the 101-proof breath and the occasional bits of drool, some interesting words come out.
You go back to your hotel and I’ll go back to my glamorous life of being alone. The only thing I have to come home to is a bottle of mouthwash to get the taste of cum out of my mouth. I’m tired of being alone. That’s what I’m tired of.
Included with the rent ’round here is a complimentary blow-job.
With an “E”. S-E-R-A. Sera.
I think the tough times are finally behind me. There’ll always be bad things, but… my life is good. It is as I want it to be. It’s good. It’s good being here with you.
I know this really cool place in the desert. We could go away for a couple of days.
I want you to see a doctor.
And do what? Rot away in a room? We’re not gonna talk about that. Fuck you, we’re not gonna talk about that!
You’re staying here! You could do this for me. I’ve given you gallons of free will around here.
You could do this one thing for me!
I have to go to work now.
I walked into the room, and he was lying on the bed. He had his arms behind his head and there was just hair everywhere. He was really, really fat. And he had a large erection. I remember he was so proud of his – large erection. And I asked him where my money was, and he pointed to the dresser. And then I asked him what he wanted and he said, “Lie down, I’m on top.” He started – pounding me really hard. I remember I had to bite my tongue to keep from crying. And he did that for awhile, and then I started to get up. And he pushed me back down, and he held my hair. He was pulling it, and he stuck his penis in my mouth. I tried to get up again, and he said, “Stay there, baby, I’m gonna come on your face.” So he did. Then he rubbed his semen all over my face and in my hair. And then he kicked me off the bed and he told me to leave.
You know, I bring out the best in the men who fuck me. I mean, it’s not easy, but I’m very good. I mean, it’s amazing. It’s like I’ve- I’ve worked for a really long time and: Boom. I just turn on a dime. I can just become who they want me to be, I walk into that room, I know right away: This is their fantasy. And I become it. I’m that service, you know. I just- I perform it and I perform it well. I mean, I’m an equation most of the time, it’s like 30 minutes of my body is… cost 300 dollars. Well, that’s just to get into the room. And then, it’s about 500 dollars after that, you know, we negotiate. But, ehm, it’s a performance. It’s definitely a performance.
I think the thing is, we both realized that we didn’t have that much time. And I accepted him for who he was, and I didn’t expect him to change, and I think he felt that for me, too. I liked his drama, and he needed me. And I loved him. I really loved him.
