Don’t you know what it means to me to be a Marine, Dad? Ever since I was a kid I’ve wanted this – I’ve wanted to serve my country – and I want to go. I want to go to Vietnam – and I’ll die there if I have to.
This place is a fuckin’ slum!
I want my leg.
It’s my leg! I want my leg, you understand? Can’t you understand that? All’s I’m sayin’ is that I want to be treated like a human being! I fought for my country! I am a Vietnam veteran! I fought for my country!
And I think that I deserve to be treated… decent!
People say that if you don’t love America, then get the hell out. Well, I love America.
I get $1700 a month from the government. I think I’m just going to lay low, and look around…
Sometimes, Stevie, I think people, they know you’re back from Vietnam, and their face – changes: the eyes, the voice, the way they look at you, you know.
What do you mean, “we,” Stevie? You were in college, man.
I had a mother; I had a father, things – things that made sense. Do you remember things that made sense? Things you could count on? Before we all got so lost? What are we gonna do, Charlie? What am I gonna do?
We went to Vietnam to stop communism!… We shell women and children!
That was the war, communism, the incidious evil! They told us to go.
Thou shalt not kill, Mom. Thou shalt not kill women and children! Thou shalt not kill! Remember? Isn’t that what you taught us? Isn’t that what they taught us?
They burned the flag and they demonstrated against us; it’s on the cover of the paper today. They have no respect. They have no idea what’s going on over there, Mom – the men that are sacrificing their lives. People are dying every day over there, and nobody back here even seems to care. It’s a bunch of goddamn shit if you ask me!
I served my country – and they just want to take from it – just take, take! Love it or leave it, that’s what I think.
When I was in the hospital, I thought, yeah – yeah, this makes sense.
Because I failed, Timmy.
Because I – I killed some – people; I made some terrible – mistakes!
Sometimes I wish, I wish I’d – The first time I got hit, I was shot in the foot. I could have laid down, I mean – who gives a fuck now if I was a hero or not? I was paralyzed, castrated that day; why? It was all so – stupid! I’d have my dick and my balls now, and some days, Timmy – some days I think I’d give everything I believe in – everything I got, all my values, just to have my body back again, just to be whole again. But I’m not whole; I never will be, and that’s – that’s the way it is, isn’t it?
I’m a Vietnam veteran, I’m here tonight to say, this war is wrong, this government lied to me, lied to my brothers, the people in this country tricked us into going thirteen thousand miles to fight a war against poor peasant people who have a proud history of resistance who have been struggling for their own independence for one thousand years, the Vietnamese people, I can’t find the words to express how the leadership of this country sickens me, people say “if you don’t love America, then get the hell out,” well I love America we love the people of America very much but when it comes to the government it stops right there, the government are a bunch of corrupt thieves, they are rapists and robbers, and we are here to say “we don’t have to take it anymore”, we are here to tell the truth, they are killing our brothers in Vietnam, this wheelchair, our wheelchairs, this steel, our steel is your Memorial Day on wheels, we are your Yankee Doodle Dandy come home.
