I remember reading somewhere that men learn to love the person that they’re attracted to, and that women become more and more attracted to the person that they love.
You’re right, I’ve got a lot of problems… But they belong to me.
This isn’t supposed to happen. I’ve spent nine years structuring my life so this didn’t happen.
No, it’s just, I, you know, I just think – right now I have one key and everything I own is in the car, and I just… I like that, you know? I mean, I just, if I get an apartment, that two keys, if I… get a job, you know, I might have to open or close, that’s more keys, you know, buy some stuff, I’m afraid it’s gonna get ripped off, or something, and I get more keys, and I just, I, you know, I just like having the one key, it’s clean.
No, I… ahem… I don’t think that’s a good idea.
Because I don’t think it’s a choice that you’d make in a normal frame of mind.
That’s a good question.
So, I don’t… I don’t understand, uh, what made you want to come here. I can’t imagine Ann painted a very flattering portrait of me.
And I’m telling you it’s not any one thing that I can point to and say “That’s why!” It doesn’t work that way with people who have problems, Ann, it’s not that neat, it’s not hat tidy! It’s not a series of little boxes that you can line up and count. Things just don’t happen that way.
Was it a topic of conversation between you after that?
What a shame. When did you finally see a penis?
So, what’d you think? Was it what you expected it to be?
One woman used up only 3 minutes, and another used three 2-hour tapes.
No, I – I, you know, I – I believe in it for some people. I – I don’t know, it was silly for me. I was confused going in. So, I just – I formed my own theory that – you should never take advice from someone that doesn’t know you intimately.
Oh, you’ve had sex with your therapist.
Oh, I’m sorry. That’s what I meant.
Well, I’ve been watching you. You know, I’ve been watching you. I’ve watched you eat, you know, I’ve watched you speak, I’ve watched you move, and I – I see somebody who is extremely aware of people looking at.
Um, not usually. No, yeah. Yeah, I’m self-conscious. Um, I’m not in the same way you are.
Well, I’ve been watching you. You know, I’ve been watching you. I’ve watched you eat, you know, I’ve watched you speak, I’ve watched you move, and I – I see somebody who is extremely aware of people looking at.
Yeah. Yeah, I guess it is. My mother is a complete Anglophile, anything British makes her drool like a baby. So, she – you know, I mean she heard the name in a movie or something. She’s a prisoner of public television now.
What is the most – unusual location you’ve ever masturbated in?
How were you able to not betray what was going on, to the people around you?
I don’t have the slightest idea of who I am. And I’m supposed to be able to explain to you? And why? You tell me why? Why do I have to explain myself to you?
A personal project like anyone else’s personal project. Mine’s just a little more personal, I guess.
