There is one dream where in my dream, I’m Spider-Man. But I’m losing my powers. I’m climbing a wall but I keep falling.
In my dream… Actually, it’s not even my dream, it’s a friend of mine’s dream.
That’s the problem, he doesn’t know what to think.
I have a choice.
I went someplace else, someplace where I thought I could win some money, to buy a car, because I wanted to impress Mary Jane. It happened so fast… I won the money, the guy wouldn’t pay me, then he got robbed… the thief was running towards me… I could have stopped him, but I wanted to take revenge… I let him go, I let him get away. He wanted a car, he tried to take Uncle Ben’s. Uncle Ben said no… and then he shot him. Uncle Ben was killed that night for being the only one who did the right thing. I held his hand when he died… I’ve tried to tell you so many times…
Am I not supposed to have what I want? What I need? What am I supposed to do?
She looks at me everyday. Mary Jane Watson. Oh boy! If she only knew how I felt about her. But she can never know. I made a choice once to live a life of responsibility. A life she can never be a part of. Who am I? I’m Spider-Man, given a job to do. And I’m Peter Parker, and I too have a job.
Then you know why we can’t be together. Spider-Man will always have enemies. I can’t let you take that risk. I will always be Spider-Man. You and I can never be…
I wanna tell you the truth… here it is: I’m Spider-Man. Weird, huh? Now you know why I can’t be with you. If my enemies found out about you… if you got hurt, I could never forgive myself. I wish I could tell you how I feel about you…
